Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Holiday 2009 [Day 1]

December 23rd through the 4th of January. That's a long time but for two cities, that's not really long at all. And for as much as I feel like I need a break from the bubble, SF, that doesn't seem long at all. Let me count the days in my head... 13 days. Today [Wednesday] I'm flying home to Baton Rouge. Flight leaves at 2:35 and it's 7:42 now. I just went to grab a coffee. I should go for a walk since I won't be able to see the city and breath its air for the next two weeks. I need to pack tho. Maybe I'll get that outta the way first. Now that i've grabbed some coffee, the wheels will start turning and I'll get everything to fall into place. I wonder how many joints i'll smoke before I go.

I'm always a little anxious about going home. The reality of being back in a place that I left gladly and never want to live in again. It's been 8 years since I left but I go back at least once a year.

I don't know what makes it so anxiety inducing. I am glad to be getting out of SF, though. Work is overwhelmingly underwhelming. My performance in life isn't where I'd like it to be. I can't even focus long enough to figure out what needs to be done before I leave. It's been nice not having Gretch the Retch in the apartment. The goal is to allow the next two weeks shape the next two months, two years, etc.

Focusing on discipline and self-understanding is important. There will be things that I won't want to change because they are comfortable.

I'm posting the vacation on A4A even though I won't be able to hang out until Monday or Tuesday of next week. I'm going to try to post for both baton rouge and Houston.

I spoke to Jenna and Jordan this morning. That was crazy. Here are some outtakes:

"I'm the one with HIV and you're the one dying. WTF?"-J. Beroid

"I can but... If I found out I was the same blood type, I might."

Gimme two g's for my kidney... ok, 850 each. Or you gon die, how bout that.

I wanna slit his throat for him. He's so depressing.

Advanced Personality Test Results

Advanced Personality Test

Extraversion 82%
Stability 26%
Orderliness 38%
Accommodation 54%
Intellectual 54%
Interdependence70%
Mystical 23%
Materialism 77%
Narcissism 63%
Adventurousness70%
Work ethic 43%
Conflict seeking70%
Need to dominate70%
Romantic 23%
Avoidant 43%
Anti-authority 77%
Wealth 37%
Dependency 57%
Change averse 30%
Cautiousness 43%
Individualism 57%
Sexuality 83%
Peter pan complex 30%
Histrionic 43%
Vanity 57%
Artistic 43%
Hedonism 77%
Physically active30%
Religious 70%
Humanitarian 83%
Fiscal acumen 17%
Self image 70%
Honor 30%
Accountability 50%
Paranoia 70%
Extravagance 30%
Family drive 30%
Indie 10%

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Accommodation results were medium which suggests you are moderately kind natured, trusting, and helpful while still maintaining your own interests.

Intellectual results were medium which suggests you are moderately intellectual, curious, and imaginative.
Advanced Analysis (this is private info, for your eyes only)

| prominent scores | moderate scores | average scores |

Extraversion - you love social interaction. You might not enjoy a career which involved working alone exclusively.
Low Stability - you are not very stable. Regular aerobic exercise has been proven to improve emotional stability, happiness, anger, and anxiety issues.

Materialism - you value lots of cash. If you truly value money, you might as well make sure your energies go into activities which are more likely to yield it.

Narcissism - you like awards, achievements, accomplishments.

Conflict seeking - you enjoy a little bit of violence, discord, and trouble making. This is a tendency that should be exercised with consideration of the happiness of others.

Low Romantic - not very romantic, eh? :( for you! Researchers have found that romantic love can act like a powerful narcotic on the brain. That can't be all bad.

Sexuality - you like sexual pleasure (and probably pleasure in general).

Hedonism - you enjoy the pleasure of libations. Moderation will ensure a longer life.

Humanitarian - you want to make the world a better place. I hope to hell you recycle.

Low Fiscal acumen - you can't take it with you and there is no debtor's prison anymore but running a balance on a credit card (if you do) is not very wise.

Low Honor - you tend not to keep your word. Don't you think that's something to change?

Low Extravagance - you are not into the bling-bling. Vapid attractive people might not want to sleep with you.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

How to Keep a Positive Attitude | eHow.com

How to Keep a Positive Attitude | eHow.com

Keeping a positive attitude isn't always easy, especially when you are going through a difficult time in your life or you are trying to get past years of habitual negative thoughts. Positive thinking is the key to having an optimistic outlook on life. You can keep a positive attitude, even when things aren't going smoothly in your life.

Difficulty: Moderate
Instructions
  1. Step 1

    Fill your mind with positive things. Read encouraging, affirming books and listen to upbeat, happy music. Think about happy memories or things you have to look forward to rather than bad things that have happened or things you dread.

  2. Step 2

    Develop yourself spiritually. Research shows that those who are spiritual live longer and more satisfying lives.

  3. Step 3

    Keep positive people in your life. Avoid people who have a negative mindset and surround yourself with people who are upbeat, spiritual and fun.

  4. Step 4

    Practice positive thinking. Try not to let negative thoughts enter your atmosphere. Think instead of all the good things in your life, even if there aren't very many. Concentrate on your good features instead of your faults.

  5. Step 5

    Laugh often. Watch a funny movie or hang out with someone who you can be silly with. Laughter is a great way to get a positive attitude.

  6. Step 6

    Learn something new or take up a new hobby. Get out and do things you love to do and enjoy yourself.

  7. Step 7

    Reevaluate your situation. It's easy to think negative or pessimistic thoughts when something happens. However, when you think rationally about the facts instead of the fears, you can see a more positive side of things.


Tips & Warnings
  • If you have a habit of thinking negatively, try this: divide a sheet of paper into two columns. On one side write every negative thought that comes into your head the moment it occurs. On the other side, find a way to rewrite that negative thought into a positive one. Keep practicing this until your habitual negative thoughts turn into habits of positive thinking.
  • Read books on techniques to develop positive thinking if you are having trouble looking on the bright side of things. Remember, you are in control of your own thoughts.
  • Negativity can adversely affect your health. Positive people have fewer health issues and live longer, happier lives.

Gemini 12/6/09 Health of your integrated system

December 06, 2009

  1. GeminiGemini (5/21-6/21)

    Your physical health depends on your emotional health, and vice versa. More than ever, you're aware of yourself as an integrated system of separate parts. Two obvious game plans emerge from this point. The first is to keep your attitude positive whatever happens. The second is to live comfortably in your body. If you're not already an expert at doing these things, you could easily become one. Hanging out with other optimistic people puts you in the right frame of mind. You know where to find the right crowd.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Common Side Effects of Xanax

A few common side effects of Xanax® (alprazolam) include fatigue and tiredness, memory problems, and drowsiness. In most cases, side effects are minor and don't require treatment. It is possible, however, to develop serious side effects that require immediate medical attention. Among these more serious Xanax side effects are suicidal thoughts, problems with balance or falling down, and hostility or aggression.

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

6 Ways to Treat Excessive Gas

Excessive gas can be embarrassing and uncomfortable, but there are easy treatments that can help.
By Beth W. Orenstein
Medically reviewed by Christine Wilmsen Craig, MD
Print Article Print E-mail Article Email

treating excessive gas
Aside from the social embarrassment of belching and passing gas, excessive gas in your stomach can be rather painful. If you experience this common digestive health concern, your first step in treating it is to find the cause.

Foods such as dairy products, beans, and certain vegetables cause some people to have excessive gas. Foods like these and others have carbohydrates — like fiber, sugar, and starch — that don't get digested and absorbed, eventually causing gas when they are finally broken down in the large intestine.

“Certain foods don’t get along together in certain people,” says Donald Novey, MD, an integrative medicine physician with the Advocate Medical Group in Park Ridge, Ill. “For example, some people find they are gassy if they eat fruits with proteins, or if they eat starches and proteins together. It’s personal and requires a little experimentation to find out what the culprits are.” Dr. Novey suggests keeping a food diary and noting when you feel gassy. “If you find you’re gassy after eating a certain food, eliminate it from your diet and see if it helps.”

Excessive Gas: Not Just (Hot) Air

Passing gas is a usual part of the digestive process — but many people mistakenly think a "normal" amount is excessive. Here’s what you can do to help cut down on gas pain:

* Drink before meals. If you drink liquids with your meals, you lose stomach acids and they can’t break down the foods as well, Novey says. The acid is there for a reason. You wouldn't pour water in your car’s battery — it would cause your engine not to start. "So, why would you pour water on your stomach battery?” If you drink about 30 minutes before a meal, you will rev up your stomach engine, so it will be better able to digest food, Novey says.
* Eat and drink slowly. When you eat or drink fast, you can swallow a lot of air, which can cause gas, says Stephen Bickston, MD, professor of internal medicine and director of the inflammatory bowel disease program, at Virginia Commonwealth University Health Center in Richmond, Va. The simple solution? Slow down when you eat — you will swallow less air and be less gassy. If you have dentures, check with your dentist to be sure they fit properly so you’re not gasping air while eating.
* Eat fewer gassy foods. Everyone reacts differently, but common gas-causing culprits are fruits (apples, pears), vegetables (broccoli, Brussels sprouts, onions), whole grains (bran), and dairy products (milk, cheese, ice cream.) Foods containing sorbitol, a naturally occurring sugar found in fruits that's also commonly used as an artificial sweetener, are on some people’s gas-happy list. Some people also are bothered by carbonated soft drinks and fruit drinks. If you discover that these foods are causing you excess gas, eliminate them from your diet or eat them in small portions.
* Take over-the-counter digestive aids. Digestive enzymes are available as over-the-counter supplements. “I recommend going to the health-food store and getting a digestive enzyme,” Novey says. “You can take one or two. You will know very rapidly — within a few weeks — if it makes a difference.” People who have trouble digesting foods that contain lactose may find that taking lactase enzymes (Lactaid) helps. Some people also find that activated charcoal helps to reduce and treat excess gas, which is unlikely to cause any harm. However, antacids won’t do much for excessive gas, says Dr. Bickston.
* Be a Beano counter. Another over-the-counter digestive aid, Beano, contains an enzyme that can allow the body to digest the sugar in beans and many vegetables. The sugar-digesting enzyme is sold in liquid and tablet form. Add five drops of the liquid form or swallow one Beano tablet per half-cup serving of food before eating. Heating degrades the enzyme in Beano, so adding it to foods while cooking reduces its effectiveness. Beano will not help if excessive gas is caused by fiber or lactose.
* Don't fill up on air. Habits like smoking and chewing gum may cause your stomach to fill with air, leading to gas.

6 Ways to Treat Excessive Gas
Excessive gas can be embarrassing and uncomfortable, but there are easy treatments that can help.
By Beth W. Orenstein
Medically reviewed by Christine Wilmsen Craig, MD
Print Article Print E-mail Article Email

treating excessive gas
Aside from the social embarrassment of belching and passing gas, excessive gas in your stomach can be rather painful. If you experience this common digestive health concern, your first step in treating it is to find the cause.

Foods such as dairy products, beans, and certain vegetables cause some people to have excessive gas. Foods like these and others have carbohydrates — like fiber, sugar, and starch — that don't get digested and absorbed, eventually causing gas when they are finally broken down in the large intestine.

“Certain foods don’t get along together in certain people,” says Donald Novey, MD, an integrative medicine physician with the Advocate Medical Group in Park Ridge, Ill. “For example, some people find they are gassy if they eat fruits with proteins, or if they eat starches and proteins together. It’s personal and requires a little experimentation to find out what the culprits are.” Dr. Novey suggests keeping a food diary and noting when you feel gassy. “If you find you’re gassy after eating a certain food, eliminate it from your diet and see if it helps.”

Excessive Gas: Not Just (Hot) Air

Passing gas is a usual part of the digestive process — but many people mistakenly think a "normal" amount is excessive. Here’s what you can do to help cut down on gas pain:

* Drink before meals. If you drink liquids with your meals, you lose stomach acids and they can’t break down the foods as well, Novey says. The acid is there for a reason. You wouldn't pour water in your car’s battery — it would cause your engine not to start. "So, why would you pour water on your stomach battery?” If you drink about 30 minutes before a meal, you will rev up your stomach engine, so it will be better able to digest food, Novey says.
* Eat and drink slowly. When you eat or drink fast, you can swallow a lot of air, which can cause gas, says Stephen Bickston, MD, professor of internal medicine and director of the inflammatory bowel disease program, at Virginia Commonwealth University Health Center in Richmond, Va. The simple solution? Slow down when you eat — you will swallow less air and be less gassy. If you have dentures, check with your dentist to be sure they fit properly so you’re not gasping air while eating.
* Eat fewer gassy foods. Everyone reacts differently, but common gas-causing culprits are fruits (apples, pears), vegetables (broccoli, Brussels sprouts, onions), whole grains (bran), and dairy products (milk, cheese, ice cream.) Foods containing sorbitol, a naturally occurring sugar found in fruits that's also commonly used as an artificial sweetener, are on some people’s gas-happy list. Some people also are bothered by carbonated soft drinks and fruit drinks. If you discover that these foods are causing you excess gas, eliminate them from your diet or eat them in small portions.
* Take over-the-counter digestive aids. Digestive enzymes are available as over-the-counter supplements. “I recommend going to the health-food store and getting a digestive enzyme,” Novey says. “You can take one or two. You will know very rapidly — within a few weeks — if it makes a difference.” People who have trouble digesting foods that contain lactose may find that taking lactase enzymes (Lactaid) helps. Some people also find that activated charcoal helps to reduce and treat excess gas, which is unlikely to cause any harm. However, antacids won’t do much for excessive gas, says Dr. Bickston.
* Be a Beano counter. Another over-the-counter digestive aid, Beano, contains an enzyme that can allow the body to digest the sugar in beans and many vegetables. The sugar-digesting enzyme is sold in liquid and tablet form. Add five drops of the liquid form or swallow one Beano tablet per half-cup serving of food before eating. Heating degrades the enzyme in Beano, so adding it to foods while cooking reduces its effectiveness. Beano will not help if excessive gas is caused by fiber or lactose.
* Don't fill up on air. Habits like smoking and chewing gum may cause your stomach to fill with air, leading to gas.

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Having some digestive gas is normal. However, if it causes pain or embarrassment, you can play food detective and try and eliminate the cause. Some over-the-counter digestive aids may help. If the problem is persistent or severe, consult your doctor — it could be a sign of a more serious digestive condition, such as irritable bowel syndrome.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Center For Substance Abuse Treatment’s Quick Guide to Finding Effective Alcohol and Drug Addiction Treatment

    Center For Substance Abuse Treatment’s Quick Guide to Finding Effective Alcohol and Drug Addiction Treatment

    If you or someone you care for is dependent on alcohol or drugs and needs treatment, it is important to know that no single treatment approach is appropriate for all individuals. Finding the right treatment program involves careful consideration of such things as the setting, length of care, philosophical approach and your or your loved one's needs.

    Here are 12 questions to consider when selecting a treatment program:

    1. Does the program accept your insurance? If not, will they work with you on a payment plan or find other means of support for you?

    2. Is the program run by state-accredited, licensed and/or trained professionals?

    3. Is the facility clean, organized and well-run?

    4. Does the program encompass the full range of needs of the individual (medical: including infectious diseases; psychological: including co-occurring mental illness; social; vocational; legal; etc.)?

    5. Does the treatment program also address sexual orientation and physical disabilities as well as provide age, gender and culturally appropriate treatment services?

    6. Is long-term aftercare support and/or guidance encouraged, provided and maintained?

    7. Is there ongoing assessment of an individual's treatment plan to ensure it meets changing needs?

    8. Does the program employ strategies to engage and keep individuals in longer-term treatment, increasing the likelihood of success?

    9. Does the program offer counseling (individual or group) and other behavioral therapies to enhance the individual's ability to function in the family/community?

    10. Does the program offer medication as part of the treatment regimen, if appropriate?

    11. Is there ongoing monitoring of possible relapse to help guide patients back to abstinence?

    12. Are services or referrals offered to family members to ensure they understand addiction and the recovery process to help them support the recovering individual?

Time for a new New Deal for California

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The Great Recession hit California hard. Long the largest and most dynamic part of the American economy, the state has fallen far and fast. Unemployment stands at the third-highest level of any state, and underemployment is catastrophic: 1 in 5 Californians.

What can be done? This is no natural disaster but a man-made one. We are not helpless in the face of a faltering economy. When the private sector fails to generate enough investment and jobs, government can act to combat the economic downturn and get people back to work.

It's an old lesson, first learned in the Great Depression of the 1930s. Too many of us have forgotten it, while some are mulishly blind to it, preferring to believe that the market can do no wrong. Does anyone still believe that after the financial fiasco of last year?

The lesson was taught the nation by the New Deal. After three years of economic collapse, Franklin Roosevelt was elected in 1932 and went to work reviving the country. His actions marked a radical break with the previous administration of Herbert Hoover, which had studiously balanced the budget in the belief that government deficits are always harmful.

The New Deal began by sorting out the mess at the banks. Then it put millions to work within months and ultimately employed about 12 million people in public works. It reduced unemployment by 60 percent and spurred a dramatic revival of the whole economy, which was back to normal growth by 1942.

At the outset, no one was sure the New Deal would work, but it did. Soon afterward, economist John Maynard Keynes provided the reasoning: Contrary to economic orthodoxy, government action and deficit spending are essential tools to combat the failure of the private economy in a depression.

Today, we face a similar crisis. The Obama administration is wisely applying New Deal tactics with its stimulus package of $750 billion. The Great Recession would be worse without it.

Meanwhile, what is California doing? The governor and Legislature are applying the same tactics as Hoover, the state's onetime favorite son. They are balancing the budget by cutting spending. It is a formula for disaster.

The results are the same as they were in Hoover's time: making the Great Recession worse. Cities, counties, schools and universities are laying off workers, cutting expenditures and charging more, thereby raising unemployment and reducing consumer spending.

Meanwhile, there is silence from President Obama and the California congressional delegation (dominated by Democrats) about the meltdown in the Golden State. Have we learned nothing from the past?

Our representatives in Washington and Sacramento should all be crying out for a second stimulus and, above all, for aid to states and local governments. The Republicans cut such aid out of the first stimulus. Now it must be restored.

The cost to cover all the yawning deficits, including California's, would be about $200 billion in 2010. This is about one year's worth of war in Afghanistan and Iraq.

Then the federal government should add $500 billion more for public works to put the unemployed back to work.

The New Deal stimulus package ran on two legs, while Obama's stimulus is limping along on one.

During the New Deal, the Public Works Administration (PWA) built fundamental infrastructure, like dams and buildings; these are costly, require long lead times and employ mostly skilled workers. This is what Obama is doing.

By contrast, the Works Progress Administration (WPA) and Civilian Conservation Corps (CCC) built smaller and simpler projects, such as roads, sidewalks and picnic grounds, but put to work many more ordinary people.

It was money well spent. Not only did the New Deal give millions of desperate people hope, it served vital public needs. In California, the great Long Beach earthquake of 1933 wrecked schools throughout Southern California. Within three years, New Deal workers built or rehabilitated 536 school buildings.

They were built so well that most are still in use seven decades later. Scarcely a town in California lacks a PWA or WPA school. Entire campuses, such as the Spanish Revival acropolis of San Diego State University, rose virtually overnight, providing opportunity for generations of students to better themselves and their state.

The long-term economic payback for this burst of activity has been incalculable. Yet today's Californians are largely unaware that they have been benefiting from the public works of another era. Though New Deal structures are ubiquitous, most are unmarked and unrecognized.

So what are state leaders doing today? Instead of building, they are destroying - cutting back on state and local programs and, worst of all, gutting our schools, colleges and universities. The University of California alone has suffered a $1 billion, or 20 percent, cutback, with more to come next year.

The benefits of California's public schools (once the nation's finest) and the world's greatest public university system have been incalculable. We know - we're both products of that educational opportunity. Now is the time for Californians to remember the lesson of what a great, public-spirited generation did for us. Instead of leaving our children a ruined public sector, we should be crying out for a new New Deal.

Richard Walker is a professor and Gray Brechin a visiting scholar in geography at UC Berkeley. They direct the California Living New Deal Project: livingnewdeal.berkeley.edu. Submit your comments at SFGate.com/chronicle/submissions/#1.

Janet Jackson's Make Me

8 Minutes of Janet Jackson

nice ring...

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14k White Gold Overlay Men's Signet Ring

Today: $19.49

Brief Description

Item#: 11272023

King Baby Onyx Bead Bracelet with MB Cross in Black/Silver



King Baby Onyx Bead Bracelet with MB Cross in Black/Silver
Santa Monica based, King Baby Studio offers handcrafted pieces that unite chunky sterling silver with precious stones and leather. Mitchell?s creations are bold and substantial, featuring edgy motifs such as skulls and daggers for the King Baby line, and slightly scaled down feminine motifs such as roses and crowned hearts for the Queen Baby?s out there.
Color - Black & Silver
Onyx bead and silver charms
Measures approx 4" flat
Revolve Style No. KBAB-MA1
Manufacturer Style No. K40-5144
One size fits all

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Crate Low Rise Shoe Cut Raw in Vintage

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Another great pair from CRATE.


A revolution of denim has hit the men's circuit. With a crisp fresh look--Crate offers year round style with a new perspective on jeans, fashionable and casual all at once.
Reg. $138.00
Wash - Vintage
35" Inseam
9.5" Rise
100% cotton
18" in the knee breaks to 19" at the leg opening
Button up fly
Styled with Common Projects Cap Toe Low Nylon in White.
Modeled in size 32. See fit guide for model's dimensions.
Revolve Style No. CRAT-MJ17
Manufacturer Style No. Low Rise Shoe Cut 2

Diesel Ruky Jeans in 88Z

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I want these jeans!


Complete your sexy Diesel look with these quality pieces that add just the right amount of heat to your already revved-up closet.
Reg. $170.00
Wash - 88z
10" Rise
100% cotton
17" in the knee breaks to 20" at the leg opening
Button fly
Back flap pockets
Styled with Common Projects Cap Toe Low Nylon in White.
Modeled in size 32x32. See fit guide for model's dimensions.
Revolve Style No. DIES-MJ143
Manufacturer Style No. 00CEX1

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

The Miracle of Self Discipline

Your ability to discipline yourself "to do what you should, when you should do it, whether you feel like it or not, " is the key to becoming a great person and living a great life.

Friday, June 26, 2009

A Star Idolized and Haunted, Michael Jackson Dies at 50

June 26, 2009
By BROOKS BARNES
LOS ANGELES — For his legions of fans, he was the Peter Pan of pop music: the little boy who refused to grow up. But on the verge of another attempted comeback, he is suddenly gone, this time for good.
Michael Jackson, whose quintessentially American tale of celebrity and excess took him from musical boy wonder to global pop superstar to sad figure haunted by lawsuits, paparazzi and failed plastic surgery, was pronounced dead on Thursday afternoon at U.C.L.A. Medical Center after arriving in a coma, a city official said. Mr. Jackson was 50, having spent 40 of those years in the public eye he loved.
The singer was rushed to the hospital, a six-minute drive from the rented Bel-Air home in which he was living, shortly after noon by paramedics for the Los Angeles Fire Department. A hospital spokesman would not confirm reports of cardiac arrest. He was pronounced dead at 2:26 pm.
As with Elvis Presley or the Beatles, it is impossible to calculate the full effect Mr. Jackson had on the world of music. At the height of his career, he was indisputably the biggest star in the world; he has sold more than 750 million albums. Radio stations across the country reacted to his death with marathon sessions of his songs. MTV, which grew successful in part as a result of Mr. Jackson’s groundbreaking videos, reprised its early days as a music channel by showing his biggest hits.
From his days as the youngest brother in the Jackson 5 to his solo career in the 1980s and early 1990s, Mr. Jackson was responsible for a string of hits like “I Want You Back,” “I’ll Be There” “Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough” “Billie Jean” and “Black or White” that exploited his high voice, infectious energy and ear for irresistible hooks.
As a solo performer, Mr. Jackson ushered in the age of pop as a global product — not to mention an age of spectacle and pop culture celebrity. He became more character than singer: his sequined glove, his whitened face, his moonwalk dance move became embedded in the cultural firmament.
His entertainment career hit high-water marks with the release of “Thriller,” from 1982, which has been certified 28 times platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America, and with the “Victory” world tour that reunited him with his brothers in 1984.
But soon afterward, his career started a bizarre disintegration. His darkest moment undoubtedly came in 2003, when he was indicted on child molesting charges. A young cancer patient claimed the singer had befriended him and then groped him at his Neverland estate near Santa Barbara, Calif., but Mr. Jackson was acquitted on all charges.
Reaction to his death started trickling in from the entertainment community late Thursday.
“I am absolutely devastated at this tragic and unexpected news,” the music producer Quincy Jones said in a statement. “I’ve lost my little brother today, and part of my soul has gone with him.”
Berry Gordy, the Motown founder who helped develop the Jackson 5, told CNN that Mr. Jackson, as a boy, “always wanted to be the best, and he was willing to work as hard as it took to be that. And we could all see that he was a winner at that age.
Tommy Mottola, a former head of Sony Music, called Mr. Jackson “the cornerstone to the entire music business.”
“He bridged the gap between rhythm and blues and pop music and made it into a global culture,” said Mr. Mottola, who worked with Mr. Jackson until the singer cut his ties with Sony in 2001.
Impromptu vigils broke out around the world, from Portland, Ore., where fans organized a one-gloved bike ride (“glittery costumes strongly encouraged”) to Hong Kong, where fans gathered with candles and sang his songs.
In Los Angeles, hundreds of fans — some chanting Mr. Jackson’s name, some doing the “Thriller” dance — descended on the hospital and on the hillside house where he was staying.
Jeremy Vargas, 38, hoisted his wife, Erica Renaud, 38, on his shoulders and they danced and bopped to “Man in the Mirror” playing from an onlooker’s iPod connected to external speakers — the boom boxes of Mr. Jackson’s heyday long past their day.
“I am in shock and awe,” said Ms. Renaud, who was visiting from Red Hook, Brooklyn, with her family. “He was like a family member to me.”
Dreams of a Comeback
Mr. Jackson was an object of fascination for the news media since the Jackson 5’s first hit, “I Want You Back,” in 1969. His public image wavered between that of the musical naif, who wanted only to recapture his youth by riding on roller-coasters and having sleepovers with his friends, to the calculated mogul who carefully constructed his persona around his often-baffling public behavior.
Mr. Jackson had been scheduled to perform 50 concerts at the O2 arena in London beginning next month and continuing into 2010. The shows, which quickly sold out, were positioned as a comeback, with the potential to earn him up to $50 million, according to some reports.
But there had also been worry and speculation that Mr. Jackson was not physically ready for such an arduous run of concerts, and his postponement of the first of those shows to July 13 from July 8 fueled new rounds of gossip about his health. Nevertheless, he was rehearsing Wednesday night at the Staples Center in downtown Los Angeles. “The primary reason for the concerts wasn’t so much that he was wanting to generate money as much as it was that he wanted to perform for his kids,” said J. Randy Taraborrelli, whose biography, “Michael Jackson: The Magic and the Madness,” was first published by Citadel in 1991. “They had never seen him perform before.”
Mr. Jackson’s brothers, Jackie, Tito, Jermaine, Marlon and Randy, have all had performing careers, with varying success, since they stopped performing together. (Randy, the youngest, replaced Jermaine when the Jackson 5 left Motown.) His sisters, Rebbie, La Toya and Janet, are also singers, and Janet Jackson has been a major star in her own right for two decades. They all survive him, as do his parents, Joseph and Katherine Jackson, of Las Vegas, and three children: Michael Joseph Jackson Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson, born to Mr. Jackson’s second wife, Deborah Jeanne Rowe, and Prince Michael Jackson II, the son of a surrogate mother. Mr. Jackson was also briefly married to Lisa Marie Presley, the daughter of Elvis Presley.
A spokesman for the Los Angeles Police Department said the department assigned its robbery and homicide division to investigate the death, but the spokesman said that was because of Mr. Jackson’s celebrity.
“Don’t read into anything,” the spokesman told reporters gathered outside the Bel-Air house. He said the coroner had taken possession of the body and would conduct an investigation.
At a news conference at the hospital, Jermaine Jackson spoke to reporters about his brother. “It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest at his home,” he said softly. A personal physician first tried to resuscitate Michael Jackson at his home before paramedics arrived. A team of doctors then tried to resuscitate him for more than an hour, his brother said.
“May Allah be with you always,” Jermaine Jackson concluded, his gaze aloft.
In Gary, Ind., hundreds of people descended upon the squat clapboard house were Mr. Jackson spent his earliest years. There were tears, loud wails, and quiet prayers as old neighbors joined hands with people who had driven in from Chicago and other nearby towns to pay their respects.
“Just continue to glorify the man, Lord,” said Ida Boyd-King, a local pastor who led the crowd in prayer. “Let’s give God praise for Michael.”
Shelletta Hinton, 40, drove to Gary from Chicago with her two young children. She said they had met Mr. Jackson in Gary a couple of years ago when he received a key to the city. “We felt like we were close to Michael,” she said. “This is a sad day.”
As dusk set in, mourners lighted candles and placed them on the concrete doorstep. Some left teddy bears and personal notes. Doris Darrington, 77, said she remembered seeing the Jackson 5 so many times around Gary that she got sick of them. But she, too, was feeling hurt by the sudden news of Mr. Jackson’s death.
“He has always been a source of pride for Gary, even though he wasn’t around much,” she said. “The older person, that’s not the Michael we knew. We knew the little bitty boy with the big Afro and the brown skin. That’s how I’ll always remember Michael.”
Michael Joseph Jackson was born in Gary on Aug. 29, 1958. The second youngest of six brothers, he began performing professionally with four of them at the age of 5 in a group that their father, Joe, a steelworker, had organized the previous year. In 1968, the group, originally called the Jackson Brothers, was signed by Motown Records. The Jackson 5 was an instant phenomenon. The group’s first four singles — “I Want You Back,” “ABC,” “The Love You Save” and “I’ll Be There” — all reached No. 1 on the pop charts in 1970, a feat no group had accomplished before. And young Michael was the center of attention: he handled virtually all the lead vocals, danced with energy and finesse, and displayed a degree of showmanship rare in a performer of any age.
In 1971, Mr. Jackson began recording under his own name, while continuing to perform with his brothers. His recording of “Ben,” the title song from a movie about a boy and his homicidal pet rat, was a No. 1 hit in 1972.
The brothers (minus Michael’s older brother Jermaine, who was married to the daughter of Berry Gordy, Motown’s founder and chief executive) left Motown in 1975 and, rechristened the Jacksons, signed to Epic, a unit of CBS Records. Three years later, Michael made his movie debut as the Scarecrow in the screen version of the hit Broadway musical “The Wiz.” But movie stardom proved not to be his destiny.
A Solo Sensation
Music stardom on an unprecedented level, however, was. Mr. Jackson’s first solo album for Epic, “Off the Wall,” released in 1979, yielded four top ten hits and sold seven million copies, but it was a mere prologue to what came next. His follow-up, “Thriller,” released in 1982, became the best-selling album of all time and helped usher in the music video age. The video for title track, directed by John Landis, was an elaborate horror-movie pastiche that was more of a mini-movie than a promotional clip.
Seven of the nine tracks on “Thriller” were released as singles and reached the Top 10. The album spent two years on the Billboard album chart and sold an estimated 100 million copies worldwide. It also won eight Grammy Awards.
The choreographer and director Vincent Paterson, who directed Mr. Jackson in several videos, recalled watching him rehearse a dance sequence for four hours in front of a mirror until it felt like second nature.
“That’s how he developed the moonwalk, working on it for days if not weeks until it was
organic,” he said. “He took an idea that he had seen some street kids doing and perfected it.”
Mr. Jackson’s next album, “Bad,” released in 1987, sold eight million copies and produced five No. 1 singles and another state-of-the-art video, this one directed by Martin Scorsese. It was a huge hit by almost anyone else’s standards, but an inevitable letdown after “Thriller.”
It was at this point that Mr. Jackson’s bizarre private life began to overshadow his music. He would go on to release several more albums and, from time to time, to stage elaborate concert tours. And he would never be too far from the public eye. But it would never again be his music that kept him there.
Even with the millions Mr. Jackson earned, his eccentric lifestyle took a severe financial toll. In 1988 Mr. Jackson paid about $17 million for a 2,600-acre ranch in Los Olivos, Calif., 125 miles northwest of Los Angeles. Calling it Neverland after the mythical island of Peter Pan, he outfitted the property with amusement-park rides, a zoo and a 50-seat theater, at a cost of $35 million, according to reports, and the ranch became his sanctum.
But Neverland, and Mr. Jackson’s lifestyle, were expensive to maintain. A forensic accountant who testified at Mr. Jackson’s molesting trial in 2005 said Mr. Jackson’s annual budget in 1999 included $7.5 million for personal expenses and $5 million to maintain Neverland. By at least the late 1990s, he began to take out huge loans to support himself and pay debts. In 1998, he took out a loan for $140 million from Bank of America, which two years later was increased to $200 million. Further loans of hundreds of millions followed.
The collateral for the loans was Mr. Jackson’s 50 percent share in Sony/ATV Music Publishing, a portfolio of thousands of songs, including rights to 259 songs by John Lennon and Paul McCartney, considered some of the most valuable properties in music.
In 1985, Mr. Jackson paid $47.5 million for ATV, which included the Beatles songs — a move that estranged him from Mr. McCartney, who had advised him to invest in music rights — and 10 years later, Mr. Jackson sold 50 percent of his interest to Sony for $90 million, creating a joint venture, Sony/ATV. Estimates of the catalog’s value exceed $1 billion.
Last year, Neverland narrowly escaped foreclosure after Mr. Jackson defaulted on $24.5 million he owed on the property. A Los Angeles real estate investment company, Colony Capital L.L.C., bought the note, and put the title for the property into a joint venture with Mr. Jackson.
A Scandal’s Heavy Toll
In many ways, Mr. Jackson never recovered from the child molesting trial, a lurid affair that attracted media from around the world to watch as Mr. Jackson, wearing a different costume each day, appeared in a small courtroom in Santa Maria, Calif., to listen as a parade of witnesses spun a sometimes-incredible tale.
The case ultimately turned on the credibility of Mr. Jackson’s accuser, a 15-year-old cancer survivor who said the defendant had gotten him drunk and molested him several times. The boy’s younger brother testified that he had seen Mr. Jackson groping his brother on two other occasions.
After 14 weeks of such testimony and seven days of deliberations, the jury returned not-guilty verdicts on all 14 counts against Mr. Jackson: four charges of child molesting, one charge of attempted child molesting, one conspiracy charge and eight possible counts of providing alcohol to minors. Conviction could have brought Mr. Jackson 20 years in prison. Instead, he walked away a free man to try to reclaim a career that at the time had already been in decline for years.
After his trial, Mr. Jackson largely left the United States for Bahrain, the island nation in the Persian Gulf, where he was the guest of Sheik Abdullah, a son of the ruler of the country, King Hamad bin Isa al-Khalifa. Mr. Jackson would never return to live at his ranch. Instead he remained in Bahrain, Dubai and Ireland for the next several years, managing his increasingly unstable finances. He remained an avid shopper, however, and was spotted at shopping malls in the black robes and veils traditionally worn by Bahraini women.
Despite the public relations blow of his trial, Mr. Jackson and his ever-changing retinue of managers, lawyers and advisers never stopped plotting his return.
By early this year, Mr. Jackson was living in a $100,000-a-month mansion in Bel-Air, to be closer to “where all the action is” in the entertainment business, his manager at the time, Tohme Tohme, told The Los Angeles Times. He was also preparing for his upcoming London shows.
”He was just so excited about having an opportunity to come back,” said Mr. Paterson, the director and choreographer.
Despite his troubles, the press and the public never abandoned the star. A crowd of paparazzi and onlookers lined the street outside Mr. Jackson’s home as the ambulance took him to the hospital.
Reporting was contributed by John M. Broder from Washington; Randal C. Archibold from Los Angeles; Susan Saulny from Gary, Ind.; and Melena Ryzik, Ben Sisario, Brian Stelter and Peter
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Monday, May 25, 2009

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Sea of Love 1959 by John Phillip Baptiste





Sea of Love (song)

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“Sea of Love”
"Sea of Love" sheet music
"Sea of Love" sheet music
Song by Phil Phillips
Published1959
Released1959
Recorded1959
Genrerock and roll, pop, rhythm and blues
Length2:30
LabelMercury Records
WriterPhil Phillips, George Khoury
ComposerPhil Phillips, George Khoury

"Sea of Love" is a song written by John Phillip Baptiste (aka Phil Phillips) and George Khoury. Phillips' 1959 recording of the song peaked at #1 on the U.S. Billboard R&B chart and #2 on the Billboard Hot 100.[1] In the UK, Marty Wilde covered the song, and Phillips' version failed to chart there. It was the first and only top 40 chart song for Phillips, who never recorded another hit.[2]

The song has been covered by a number of artists since then, most notably by The Honeydrippers, whose version (from the album The Honeydrippers: Volume One) reached #3 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart and #1 on the adult contemporary chart in 1984.[3] Tom Waits gave the song a darker twist for the soundtrack to the 1989 Harold Becker film Sea of Love starring Al Pacino and Ellen Barkin, and Waits included it on his 2006 collection Orphans: Brawlers, Bawlers & Bastards. "Sea of Love" had made the Top 40 just one other time, when Del Shannon took it to #33 in 1981.

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[edit]Background

Baptiste, who was working as a bellboy in Lake Charles, Louisiana, USA, wrote "Sea of Love" for a love interest. He was introduced to localrecord producer George Khoury, who brought Baptiste into his studio to record the song. At Khoury's request, Baptiste took the stage nameof Phil Phillips. The song, originally credited to Phil Phillips with The Twilights, was released on a small record label owned by Khoury, but due to its success was eventually leased to Mercury Records. Despite the song's success, Phillips claims that he has only ever receivedUS$6,800 for recording it.[2]

[edit]Usage in film and television

The song was the subject of the 1989 Harold Becker film Sea of Love starring Al Pacino and Ellen Barkin. The 2007 film, Juno, features a cover version of the song by Cat Power in its soundtrack.

The song was featured at the end of an episode of The Simpsons entitled "Future-Drama" in 2005. It also can be heard in the 2008 episode "The Burns and the Bees", put on by Moe while the queen bee is making out with all the little drones.

A skipping record of the song is played during a scene in the 2000 film Frequency.

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[edit]U.S. chart succession

Preceded by
"Poison Ivy"
by The Coasters
Billboard Hot R&B Singles
number one single by Phil Phillips with the Twilights

October 12-October 18, 1959
Succeeded by
"You Better Know It"
by Jackie Wilson

[edit]References

  1. ^ Whitburn, Joel (2004). The Billboard Book of Top 40 Hits, 8th Edition (Billboard Publications), page 491.
  2. ^ a b Hamilton, Andrew (undated). "Phil Phillips Biography". allmusic/Macrovision Corporation. Retrieved on 2008-04-13.
  3. ^ Hyatt, Wesley (1999). The Billboard Book of #1 Adult Contemporary Hits (Billboard Publications), page 289.

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