Why couldn't it just work? How much of this is my fault? Why do I open up to people? Why does the fucking world do this and expect me to stay open. I want to fucking scream!!! Busy is one thing but disregarding me is just fuced up... Woe is me right? I look over myself and hate the feelings that push me here. I want to know what the fuck this is!!!!!! fuck that sorry motherfucker. Why did I tell him? I had a need. At least when I'm high I don't feel this way. I feel like I gave this shit an honest chance. I want him to want me back. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If not then, goddammit, why? ?
Fuck boys... Again.