Woke up feeling sluggish but comfortable from the Tylenol PM. Gospel was already on and the sun was up but couldn't tell if it was sunrise or 10:30. Mmmm. Sleep aids are good. Still living in this place. Appreciative but ready to move on. Don't want to engage at all... but that's another blog for another blogspace.
The music is moving me and I'm thinking again, as I have off and on all week, about going to church. They're announcing this competition for choirs happening at the Oracle. Thinking about it. I'd like to be around my folks without there being any drama in the house. The fools in the Bay sometimes don't allow for that.
The weather is beautiful. My kind of beautiful, bright and sun shining, cool breeze or even a whipping wind. The fog is going to try us today. That's for sure. Can see it creeping over the Diamond Heights. The streets sound quieter today. No baby strollers and midget tai kwan doers tryna take over the streets. Still haven't ventured out further than the kitchen for a hit of water and to the bowl for a hit of inspiration.
It's 9:30 now. Looks like there's a train in 36 minutes, sooo, deciding to motivate and create a day i like. Let's check the horoscope ...
Wasn't that for yesterday? I'll just hit the bowl and it will all seem clear.
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Later in the day. Went to Glide with Omar and his friends. Service was rockin this morning with the new pastor from Chicago. He wanted to preach about war, hate, homelessness, etc. but instead God told him to preach about love. Great speech, too blazed to recount, the choir was humming. One of Omar's friends, whose name escapes, is totally getting into the service. He was hella cute too.
Went to Burger King for lunch. Don't judge, part of being metropolitan is survival on a budget. I had the choice of a slice of pizza with fresh ingredients [my body hates cheese] , a carl's junior burger [didn't have enough money], or a Burger King burger [less than five dollahs with fries, bitches]. Thug brunch. Make it happen.
Asked the guy in line next to me for 35 cents for the train. he gave it to me and I made it home after my cheapy meal. Thanks Obama! lol.
Went to Chad and David's new house. Had too much fun. He cooked for Angela, Hilma and I. Oh, yeah, and Dino. The house is beautiful. We got full and it was a great day overall. Angela and Hilma argued the whole way there! ... and back. Not intensely, but it wasn't a conversation if they weren't disagreeing. it made me realize something. I can't stand that type of banter between couples. it makes everything tense. If not for them, definitely for the people that are around them.
Reminds me of when my parents and aunts and uncles argued. It makes me hella uncomfortable to be around couples like that. It's like as it escalates, they know it won't go there, but how do i know that. I was thinking, how do I avoid that? Why would she say that? Making comments on the slick or antagonistic comments. No way, fuck that. If they weren't disagreeing or arguing, or discussing something in an adversarial way, they weren't communicating at all. From the radio to the directions to what to buy to what to talk about to whatever! I was thinking, this is why I like being single. Hilma even said that "that's how couples communicate after 6 years". Bull! Right? Remember, I'm the single guy here. I don't know what's up? Is that how it goes down? If so, sign me up for the single life and toxic bachelor status. The last thing I need in my life is a series of disagreements and arguments about fucking everything. Some consider it passion. I think it's horrible to experience.
Now, I have to admit that all of that is not directed at Hilma and Angela. That's alot of my stuff. Also, Humberto and Maurice shined on Friday with me and Humberto's friend he hadn't seen in years. They argued over the most ridiculous shit. The way we get into arguments defies logic. Why would you SAY that? Couples take turns annoying one another. SHIT. Why the fuck would I want that? Now, of course, it's not all couples. Chad and Lil David don't argue really. I appreciate that. I appreciate that more after this past weekend of couple bouts.
Your love doesn't have to annoy, hurt, agitate... me. right? ARGH
What a great day overall. The gospel was amazing, the company was ridiculously amazing. I'm appreciative of the day I had and the day I'll have today.
The music is moving me and I'm thinking again, as I have off and on all week, about going to church. They're announcing this competition for choirs happening at the Oracle. Thinking about it. I'd like to be around my folks without there being any drama in the house. The fools in the Bay sometimes don't allow for that.
The weather is beautiful. My kind of beautiful, bright and sun shining, cool breeze or even a whipping wind. The fog is going to try us today. That's for sure. Can see it creeping over the Diamond Heights. The streets sound quieter today. No baby strollers and midget tai kwan doers tryna take over the streets. Still haven't ventured out further than the kitchen for a hit of water and to the bowl for a hit of inspiration.
It's 9:30 now. Looks like there's a train in 36 minutes, sooo, deciding to motivate and create a day i like. Let's check the horoscope ...
Gemini (5/21-6/21)
Someone you care about is in over their head in a new relationship, a new job, or perhaps a new and expensive purchase. Take note of their behavior, today -- do they seem like they need someone to talk to? If they reach out to you, make yourself available -- but don't come down on them and start lecturing them! Preaching will not get you anywhere, except on their list of people to avoid. If they don't ask for help, just let them figure things out on their own.
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Later in the day. Went to Glide with Omar and his friends. Service was rockin this morning with the new pastor from Chicago. He wanted to preach about war, hate, homelessness, etc. but instead God told him to preach about love. Great speech, too blazed to recount, the choir was humming. One of Omar's friends, whose name escapes, is totally getting into the service. He was hella cute too.
Went to Burger King for lunch. Don't judge, part of being metropolitan is survival on a budget. I had the choice of a slice of pizza with fresh ingredients [my body hates cheese] , a carl's junior burger [didn't have enough money], or a Burger King burger [less than five dollahs with fries, bitches]. Thug brunch. Make it happen.
Asked the guy in line next to me for 35 cents for the train. he gave it to me and I made it home after my cheapy meal. Thanks Obama! lol.
Went to Chad and David's new house. Had too much fun. He cooked for Angela, Hilma and I. Oh, yeah, and Dino. The house is beautiful. We got full and it was a great day overall. Angela and Hilma argued the whole way there! ... and back. Not intensely, but it wasn't a conversation if they weren't disagreeing. it made me realize something. I can't stand that type of banter between couples. it makes everything tense. If not for them, definitely for the people that are around them.
Reminds me of when my parents and aunts and uncles argued. It makes me hella uncomfortable to be around couples like that. It's like as it escalates, they know it won't go there, but how do i know that. I was thinking, how do I avoid that? Why would she say that? Making comments on the slick or antagonistic comments. No way, fuck that. If they weren't disagreeing or arguing, or discussing something in an adversarial way, they weren't communicating at all. From the radio to the directions to what to buy to what to talk about to whatever! I was thinking, this is why I like being single. Hilma even said that "that's how couples communicate after 6 years". Bull! Right? Remember, I'm the single guy here. I don't know what's up? Is that how it goes down? If so, sign me up for the single life and toxic bachelor status. The last thing I need in my life is a series of disagreements and arguments about fucking everything. Some consider it passion. I think it's horrible to experience.
Now, I have to admit that all of that is not directed at Hilma and Angela. That's alot of my stuff. Also, Humberto and Maurice shined on Friday with me and Humberto's friend he hadn't seen in years. They argued over the most ridiculous shit. The way we get into arguments defies logic. Why would you SAY that? Couples take turns annoying one another. SHIT. Why the fuck would I want that? Now, of course, it's not all couples. Chad and Lil David don't argue really. I appreciate that. I appreciate that more after this past weekend of couple bouts.
Your love doesn't have to annoy, hurt, agitate... me. right? ARGH
What a great day overall. The gospel was amazing, the company was ridiculously amazing. I'm appreciative of the day I had and the day I'll have today.
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